Question:
Jim,
I guess I am like many Nam Vets, who, with a 70% PTSD rating plus IU, I find myself constantly searching the recent news, waiting to find out if my secure world is going to crumble. All the new fingers going into the VA benefits pie in the name of improvement keep us all on edge. Do you ever foresee a time in the future when we can rest easy? Thank you, thank you, for all you do.
Answer:
In a word: No.
No rest, no peace, no secure place where we can breathe easy. We who gave so much are destined to continue giving and that's just how it is. Unless and until one has worn the uniform, the obligation and honor of what we face can't be understood.
I'm not a doom and gloom guy but I see reality very clearly. This is our lot and it's up to us to make the best of it.
That isn't all bad though. If we remember who we are, we win. For all the BS I've put up with dealing with the VA, there has never been one second in my mind where I wish I hadn't done all I did. This may be a terrible thing for me to confess to but I am a veteran, therefore I am a superior being to any non-veteran. Even with the crap and nonsense from VA, I am a better human than non-veterans.
I've done things and accomplished things that no person who wasn't in the uniform could even dream of achieving. More than that are my brothers and sisters who, like me, are part of the most exclusive club of warriors that have ever walked on this earth. To be a member of our club makes me 10 feet tall and if I'm not bulletproof, I'm close.
The VA could take my benefits away tomorrow but they can't take away who I am.
I just returned home from picking up my best friend at the VA hospital. He has Agent Orange non-Hodgkins lymphoma and it keeps trying to kill him. He was...is...a Marine. When we're together the way we cover each others back hasn't changed since basic training. We didn't meet until a few years ago but we've known each other since the moment we took that step forward. We have families, wives, kids...none of them know either of us as well as we know each other.
The beauty of being a Veteran is to know in your heart that no matter what they try to do, they will never be part of our club. You can join Kiwanis, Lions, Rotary or maybe a thousand others but not just anyone can be a veteran.
We are one. Don't let the bastards get you down.